Monthly Archive for: ‘March, 2014’

Seeing the more in more… My dream

I have told you that Scott comes to me and shares new insights with me as needed…always on his terms…and in his most perfect time. I knew I had heard from him with the profound Kite Poem…and with the perfect circle in the dark sky that sang out “I’m shining down on you from Heaven…” There was another time that …

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Love teaches…

Even though my journey and yours are so different…or maybe not so different… I know I can learn from you too… Learning comes in many ways to us who are in pain and grieving… Have you asked a bereaved person…do you know more about love today than you did…before? Can you ask…I am so confused about life and death…what do …

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Seeing my journey…

Clarity… What good does that clarity do us you may ask…after our loved one has died… For me…a search for clarity became the opening to understanding death in more ways than what I had ever known… Is clarity the opposite of confusion? For me…yes… I was in a massive state of confusion after Scott’s death… Not only was I completely …

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Scott’s birthday…

March 20… March 20… March 20… What has this day been for me since Scott died? Mixed… I say mixed because I have celebrated his birthday every year with a cake and tears, cake and laughter, cake and sadness, cake…and I see now…he wanted me to have a cake… Cake and it will be forever like this. Scott and I …

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Clarity…

A plan… a life plan? A soul plan? What could we know beyond life and death? …We are born…we live for as many years as we do…and then…we die… So we know this much… And then there is an amazing poem titled The Dash Poem by Linda Ellis… What do we do with our life between the dash that marks …

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There must be a plan…

Who can know what life and death will teach us? Scott was the focus in my life…for nineteen wonderful years… Nineteen years of love and nurturing and passion in a commitment that said daily…I will take care of you…then…I will let go…a little bit…don’t forget I’m taking care of you still…from a distance…to letting go and letting go…to…I’m not letting …

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