Monthly Archive for: ‘November, 2014’

What do we mean by soul planning?

Sometimes when I look back on my grief and the journey that has brought me from there to here…I can hardly believe I got here…

How could I understand something so deep, so big, and seemingly so final with so little information or prior knowledge?

All I know…is this. I did it…in between all the fears, tears, anger…and chaos…

Grief created an opening for me to know… We plan our lives before we are born.

Somehow, somehow I would try to understand this new mind blowing concept I’d read about…

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Love.

Can the love be what we remember the most… as in forever?

It has come to this for me… twenty years of grief, love, work, love, pain…love…remembering Scott…love…hurting…love…healing…love….and it goes on and on…

The love I’ve discovered is the one part of grief and pain that never diminished for me…It grew.

Truly…it has grown into something ever so beautiful…meaningful…everlasting…magnificent…

How is that possible when Scott…the love of my life…in ways that are so deep I cannot even explain it…left this earthly world…or so I thought…and yet did not…

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