The New Year…leaving the old and facing the new…without you Scott…for the first time…or again and again… It was hell.Read More
The love is for always.
The need to know more is for certain.
There are answers that go beyond the norm. The norm being mainstream…
But then…are we becoming mainstream in our words?Read More
Is pain is the only thing left… Or is it the love?
Grief forces us to somehow detach and yet reattach to the loves in our lives in new ways after their deaths… It is extremely painful and confusing. It often feels like a mind field as we walk though each day.Read More
When the life I knew changed forever, I was not ready. I could never have been ready.
No matter how my child died…or yours…or your loved ones…we are changed. Whether there was great love, anger, passion, disappointment, or anything else in life felt at the time of death…the truth is…it still changes us.
What do we do with those deep feelings that rip through us?
We fight. Or we seek out alternative ways of looking at those feelings. We may try to cover them up so that we don’t feel so deeply. We may ask for help when our life is in such turmoil we can’t stand it…or we may look at all of it entirely differently…Read More
When the going gets tough…do we give up? Oh wow…that would be the best and easier way… we think…
And then something says…you cannot give up.
Trusting in our inner voice that says… Find a way…reach out…read…find something to help… hang on…
It’s too much you insist…
And your inner voice says… We cannot…give up.Read More
Yes Deep. That is the life we now live. It is not simple anymore, is it?
It is hard and mysterious and pulls at us, tears into us until we find help or answers…
Confusion is at the base of it all. How did this happen? How could my child die? My loved one?
There was endless love, nurturing, determination…and a million other ways I cared for this child, this relationship…Read More