Today, Scott/Spirit explains more…
With the love comes the need to understand the death. It is a loss…one of great missing, the physical connection, the ongoing human contact, love as it was known to be…ad infinitum.
When the connection appears to be severed…how does one explain the signs, messages, dreams, feeling a presence, seeing more than you ever knew?
Is is logical? Are they gone? Are they here? How does logic fit into that…when you come to realize…they are not really gone.Read More
What do you know about the life you are living? Does it go from day to day…creating so, so much you do not want, you insist you do not need, or cannot handle?
Suddenly my life changed and I was completely unaware of what life was doing to me. It was excruciating, frightening, unfair, chaotic…with so much uncertainty coming at me from all sides. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME? I would cry out! STOP THIS!
Do you know what I am talking about? Is that where you are, have been, and still are confused about life?
Did anyone ever teach us about life and why we are here? I mean…really teach us about life?Read More
If you have been reading our blogs for awhile, you know I’ve expressed how much needed healing came from my learning our human lives are planned before we are born… Soul planned. I cannot tell you how important knowing and living within this spiritual reality has been for me. Absolutely…life changing.
This grief journey is one of discovery, learning, opening up to the new…through our pain…and the ability to go beyond what we’ve seen through our human eyes. What if we look through Spirit’s “eyes” and go deeper into the reality of what our children and loved ones now see and know about the lives we planned together before we were born?Read More
When Scott and I wrote last week we offered you the opportunity to learn something new on this grief journey, life journey, soul journey. I know I needed, deeply yearned for new inspiration or new hope or something new to help me begin see more about life, death, and myself…to answer the “whys” we struggle with and the incredible mystery of it all.
I needed new…and so I searched, I listened, I read. I began to see the new filtering in…allowing me to see more depth in what had been, and opened me up to areas of my life, mind, heart…that had never been opened up before. Cracked open. Yes…broken open.Read More
Our loved ones have died. My only child died. We can never be the same. How does anyone return to life and pick up all those broken pieces?
With the knowing that our love is the strongest part of who we are…
We are living a life we do not want. We are confused by pain, life, and the possibilities of our future. It is all so uncertain and that takes us to a place of questioning the love we have for ourselves too.
In hanging on to the one thing I knew for certain, that I was Scott’s mom…I am always going to be Scott’s mom… allowed me to find the ways I needed…to take care of myself. I began to realize I was not going to die…but rather continue being Scott’s mom…and live.Read More
The love I have for all who grieve the deaths of precious children and loved ones is broad and becomes broader every time I sit here at the computer. I see vulnerability and anger, love beyond love, determination, fear, misconceptions and so many other aspects of grief running through our journeys…
But when we are able to find greater answers and clarification…we grow in new ways. We are opened up to hope, continuing connections, depth and meaning… MORE than we ever knew existed in this life of mystery, pain, love, and life defining challenges.Read More